The Very First Time
Life is like a love affair; it has its ups and downs, uncertainties and promises, all pointing to a union and a path of beauty and harmony.
But love affairs come and go, like high notes in a popular song, are quick and forgotten with only a fragment remembered of the refrain or the introduction.
Love affairs like life, end the way they began.
People search for love their whole lives long, even when they seek to deny it.
When love is denied, so is the Self, so is Life, so is the man and woman, the child, the spark and urge to Consciousness.
For Life and Love cannot be denied, and so the urge in you to love.
Is it sexual and the making of another?
Or the desire to be safe?
Or having all the untrammelled needs within you satiated?
Or is it the desire through Love to know Life.
Life is a love affair with the ineffable.
Every thing within this fragile world speaks of love in a differing guise, love and life are one.
Life is divine of itself and Love is the experience of Life.
If you believe in Love, then you believe in Life and if you can know them both
you practice all the religions and beliefs of the world at once .
Every teaching is a heat wave of the relationship between Life and Love.
In the essence of Love, in the thrum of Life, there was no Buddha, Christ or the Prophet, no New Age, no Guru, No Abraham or Moses, no teachers or doctrines, no salvation or need for promises for eternity, no contracts with God or those that claim to represent the Divine.
None of them were here, but in the illusion where love and life are divided by our fear, they came and went, like rain drops on a summer’s early morning.
Love and Life is everything and is the path often overgrown by the weeds of dogma waits patiently to rediscovered by those brave enough to allow Love to love through them, and Life to live within their being.
The path has no glamour, or signposts; it is not paved, and has few places along its way, to rest. It starts in humble places, its destination in the unknown, and once you walk upon it, you leave no traces of where you have been.
Life is the love affair that we all search for but deny once we have the chance to know it. For it only offers you the all and everything that your essence knows it can be. This world is made by Life and Love and we are the friction of the energy made by it.
Life and Love. You are them. Can you see within yourself the endless and constant stream of Life pulsing in your being?
You are a conduit of Life waiting for release. Even if you regard your life as full, there is always more to be known and experienced. It is not the ‘more’ of materialism but the more of Spirit which is full of beauty and of love.
So how do you access such love, how do you live your life as if you were in love for the very first time?
You ask yourself. Yes you ask your inner Self and you ask with all of your being. You ask like this, ‘I ask for all the Life that is within Love and all the Love that is within Life, to awaken within me and show me the original vision of my life on Earth.’
If you have the courage to do this being humble to yourself, then Love and Life will rush to meet you in an all-encompassing embrace of the long lost lover that we all search for.








